haiis .. just don wan say out my feelin! .. well :( .. i shOuld just give up right?(PS: i really dOn wan but no choice after he say that sentence out) haiis .. i dOnnO la .. why my feelin for him is so stable? and and ........ sigh ... just felt i should not have show with him le ba .. after e malaysia trip .. i think i will start MIA from him .. start with my own new life .. (PS: but i dOn want;()

Let's jastina to take over me .. Jastina, must dO veri best on his stage MAGIC! must act cute or what .. hmm .. think if i keep going out with him and helpin him.. i will fall deeply .. nO matter what, i shOuldn't be soft hearted! nO matter if i dO wrong chOice .. i still need to move on and go without his entertainment and his caring .. LAST SHOW/ WORKSHOP FOR HIM .. be brave and step out!

Today went to fOrt canning Park with Jazz & jaStina for ballOon shOw.. ;D .. HAHA .. we started from 2pm to 6pm .. waaa is damn HOT! .. ><

Jazz keep wantin me to wear legging .. xD .. actually i hab e confident in him .. hehes .. he keep helpin me to pay .. awww .. but heng today e shirt i buy myself .. HEHE ..

Ken keep smsin Jazz ! =-= .. WTH ... dOnnO what he wan to say to jazz .. hmmmm... well i shOuld go sleep nOw .. tOmorrow still got ballOon workshop .. niites everyone!

break with darlin .. SINGLE aGain! well, that what ii really want ..though i knOw another ppl like me .. he gOing army sOon alsO .. anD i just wan to concentrate on ballOon .. sOrry to hurt u .. u are still nOt that mature .. and u are not e one for me, i am not e one for u .. we will just be friends ..

tOday went to 2 shOw .. helpin Out jaZz .. >< .. e first staGe shOw is Ok .. bUt e secOnd was like Kana sai! Haiis .. ;( .. sO sOrrie .. haiis .. is my first time to see jazz being a clown .. HAHA .. after e shOw .. we went to find kailUn then went to PrizestaGe .. ;) .. AND WE CAUGHT NOTHING! =-= ..

then we walk frOm douby ghaut to clarke quay! .. walkin round and have sOme iCe cream .. then tOok MRT hOme .. ;) .. need tO rest early for tomorrow shOw again le .. niiTes everyOne ..

ytd went to meet jazz then meet Kailun ;) .. we went out together and shoppin .. at least Jazz is better when u go out with him cause he wouldn't comment so much as darlinq .. Haiis .. i donnO .. i feel sO tired .. although he brought breakfast for me... i will feel more & more scare .. cause i dOnnO lei .. ;(

Jazz keep convince me and we chat a lot .. he told me , i am veri veri important to him & he really like me alot .. but i just want to single and my life is just like that ... SHOW, SHOW, EAT, PLAY & GO HOME ...

dOn like darlin everytime say until like he never wrong and i am takin everything! EVERYONE BESIDE ME JUST FELT HE IS VERI CHILDISH ...

我们是不和谐的两个Tone

jUst feelin damn damn confuse! .. ;( .. my lOve for darlin seem to be fade .. and for him, it seem to be increase .. i don wan like that .. ;( i don wan hurt either darlin or him .. just wanted to be single .. haiis but i noe darlinq wouldn't let go de ..

feel quite stress to be with darlin cause we are hard to communicate .. but he still donno .. he still immature .. he just donnO how i feel .. i tend to be angry in little thing with him .. i am tryin to incease my ffelin for darlin decrease at him ..

but we always quarrel .. I JUST WAN AT MATURE BOYFRIEND! haiis :( .. I JUST NEED TIME TO THINK EVERYTHING.....

tOday wake up early for ballOon show .. =-= tired! .. HAHA well it's ok .. have show with Jazz & Jastina .. triple Js .. :) ,, HEHEs.. after e show is around 11 plus .. we went to Hong kOng cafe to hab our lunch & breakfast? xD well it's the same..

Jazz need to guess which is e real ah bii .. but he guessed e wrong one! LOL .. well after that jastina & ii went to tend shop and jazz went for his magic shOw .. bOred ..! >< ..

aCtually i did KnOw. jUst didn't wanna say. hmm .. well really hab fun with you. but donnO whether u have e ***** anot. stay being best friends .. if we hab fate, it will still be repeated ..