Diary
Day 10,
i always bring This little one out wherever i go.
I almost lost this little one. almost...
but thanks god, i found it back.
that at least i still can have this little one by my side.
even this little one is a emo ring.
i will still keep it near me.
even i know you are not with me anymore.
but i am still sharing every single pictures and single feeling with this little one.
even there will not be a single chance of getting you back.
just to let you know, i never, had let it go.
even how hurtful is the words.
i am believing that ur love for me is true.
and my love for you too.
as i told you before,
i choose you as the right one.
no matter how emo i can be.
A place where i really wan to share with him.
Can u see Jesus?
Blessing to the couple that are getting marry on this tuesday.
i know is a bit silly,
i told gods (no matter is christian or Buddhist)
i will take care of him & his family.
i will stand up for him whenever he need me.
i will not abandon him.
god trust me, that i will protect this guy,
this love,
this r/s till e end where i am not in this world.
i willing to spend the rest of my life with him.
just another chance.
i will change all the impression
that i am not a girl that is out here to hurt anyone.
although sometime i am not expressing out.
but trust me, i am just shy.
i need time for new environment & new ppl.
i trust your words that u said to me before.
