today was a bad day .. sigh .. he go swimming with friends and nv accompany me to downtown tend shop .. and i already didn't say anything le .. and he say he will come find me de .. and though i say don need but i really don mean it ..
i was waiting for him to sms me after he swimming and waiting for him but in e end, he reached home and nv wan come find me .. i tot he will suddenly come find me .. but it is just what i am imagine ..
can't just meet for awhile? why need meet so long? at least let me see u awhile i also happy .. but why u wan so stubbon? maybe u think everything is my fault ba ..
but hab u ask urself, if u come find me after ur swimming? story will be different.. i try to understand that u need to sleep early .. so i say i go home alone after i go find u .. u give me every feeling that i am not important at all ..
tell me, what should i dO? can't u just understand me a bit?
