come to post again .. hmm .. ytd login to zhu's facebook and saw something that i really hate and don wan .. but what can ii dO? i told him abt it .. it's feel like he is flirtinG .. but he say he onli disturb them .. sigh .. i tried not to think muCh .. i can't control ..
feel sO mOody .. :( .. hurt alsO been huRt .. the wound will always be there 4ever .. i feel sO unsecure .. feel sad abd Lost .. i tried my best not to think le .. but why am i sO weak in relatiOnship? i want to trust him mOre .. but i always see things that i don wan .. it's feel hurt ..
all i can is just keep it to myself .. and cry alone .. i nOe i already not important to him .. and i can't stand to his heart .. maybe i am not good enough .. relatiOnship, is nOt meant for me ..........
why my heart don wan let gO?
why am ii so weak?
why i always lose to other girl?
am i useless?
i not meant for this world too ....
