actually i intend to chOose one Of them .. bUt .. i just keep changin my mind .. siGh .. all lOve me deeply as i can feel .. but i just can't forget abOut alan .. i nOe everyOne wan me tO forget him .. Use mOuth say is easy .. bUt when u wan tO dO it, it is hard .. siGh~ it's been 2 mths+ .. almOst 3 mths ..
aCtually, i really hOpe he will come baCk tO me .. bUt i nOe .. it is impOssible .. cUz ..he will nv cOme back .. this is what he tOld me .. dO u all nOe that i nv been alOne? that mean .. i will hab stead all e time by just restin for 1 mth++ .. but nOw, it been 2mths+ .. i alsO shOck .. hmm .. maybe alan affect me alOt then Others ba ..
hOpe everythinq will be fine fOr him .. and he will faster clear his debt .. and being a happie persOn aGain .. :) ..
