tOmorrow i am gOing for malaysia for a workshop!

gOing to buy ballOon with u and jastina and kailun ltr arOund 11.30am .. HAHA! hOpe we had a safe trip .. ;) .. think i going emo in e last day :( ... hmmmmmmm....

excited to go to malaysia with u for e workshop .. hahaha .. >< .. misS euu

felt sOoo dote and care for me but scare everything change after we become a couple .. but now i just wan to be single .. and i know he understand .. but just felt hurt when he say tat sentence ytd ... i feel sO confuse.. shOuld i just MIA .. and givin every shOw to someone else? Haiis ..

i miss you .. ;( .. sianz ...

ahhhh .. hOw? ;'( he keep sayin I Love You to me and i ...... haiis .. i need to act like i don care .. ;( .. he asked me to go to his hse .. by takin cab .. hmm .. nO cab =-="' .. but anyway i reach at 11++ .. nOw alread 11.50am .. he still eatin ..

didn't had e mood of eatin arh .. and he keep askin me abt e sms i send him .. with lot lot of this * .. well i also didn't wan to say out la .. ;| .. hmm .. haiis .. why keep wan to hold my hand? tryin to take my hand away , in case i fall more deep ;( .. just come that one .. haiis .. tell me how arh ..

should get going to ballOon workshop .. or we will be late ...

haiis .. just don wan say out my feelin! .. well :( .. i shOuld just give up right?(PS: i really dOn wan but no choice after he say that sentence out) haiis .. i dOnnO la .. why my feelin for him is so stable? and and ........ sigh ... just felt i should not have show with him le ba .. after e malaysia trip .. i think i will start MIA from him .. start with my own new life .. (PS: but i dOn want;()

Let's jastina to take over me .. Jastina, must dO veri best on his stage MAGIC! must act cute or what .. hmm .. think if i keep going out with him and helpin him.. i will fall deeply .. nO matter what, i shOuldn't be soft hearted! nO matter if i dO wrong chOice .. i still need to move on and go without his entertainment and his caring .. LAST SHOW/ WORKSHOP FOR HIM .. be brave and step out!

Today went to fOrt canning Park with Jazz & jaStina for ballOon shOw.. ;D .. HAHA .. we started from 2pm to 6pm .. waaa is damn HOT! .. ><

Jazz keep wantin me to wear legging .. xD .. actually i hab e confident in him .. hehes .. he keep helpin me to pay .. awww .. but heng today e shirt i buy myself .. HEHE ..

Ken keep smsin Jazz ! =-= .. WTH ... dOnnO what he wan to say to jazz .. hmmmm... well i shOuld go sleep nOw .. tOmorrow still got ballOon workshop .. niites everyone!

break with darlin .. SINGLE aGain! well, that what ii really want ..though i knOw another ppl like me .. he gOing army sOon alsO .. anD i just wan to concentrate on ballOon .. sOrry to hurt u .. u are still nOt that mature .. and u are not e one for me, i am not e one for u .. we will just be friends ..

tOday went to 2 shOw .. helpin Out jaZz .. >< .. e first staGe shOw is Ok .. bUt e secOnd was like Kana sai! Haiis .. ;( .. sO sOrrie .. haiis .. is my first time to see jazz being a clown .. HAHA .. after e shOw .. we went to find kailUn then went to PrizestaGe .. ;) .. AND WE CAUGHT NOTHING! =-= ..

then we walk frOm douby ghaut to clarke quay! .. walkin round and have sOme iCe cream .. then tOok MRT hOme .. ;) .. need tO rest early for tomorrow shOw again le .. niiTes everyOne ..

ytd went to meet jazz then meet Kailun ;) .. we went out together and shoppin .. at least Jazz is better when u go out with him cause he wouldn't comment so much as darlinq .. Haiis .. i donnO .. i feel sO tired .. although he brought breakfast for me... i will feel more & more scare .. cause i dOnnO lei .. ;(

Jazz keep convince me and we chat a lot .. he told me , i am veri veri important to him & he really like me alot .. but i just want to single and my life is just like that ... SHOW, SHOW, EAT, PLAY & GO HOME ...

dOn like darlin everytime say until like he never wrong and i am takin everything! EVERYONE BESIDE ME JUST FELT HE IS VERI CHILDISH ...

我们是不和谐的两个Tone