Diary,

Zooooooo day :D.

excited... but of cause, lack of someone coming.
so much thing, we planned to do or go tgt.
but is ok. i will still bring TLO = This little one.

TLO always by my side.
never fail to bring it out.

Shall post the picture next time.
tired to the max.
soooo hot & tired.

On the way to take bus,
sudden, i felt the surprise & heartbeat he use to give.
like poppin out from nowhere.

and i smile.
of cuz know, it is a fake one.

feed giraffes, elephants & Baboons (did i spell correctly?)
my slippers break :(

emoemoemoemoemoemoemoemoemoemoemoemoemoemoemoemoemoemoemoemoemoemoemoemoemo

iloveyou, imissyou.

Diary,

1 Event & 1 Birthday Party.

Having Headache.
My Nose fluid still have blood! :|

Mum told me to go for check up or go see doc,
i insist i don wan.
She told me, her elder brother because of nose cancer and passed away.

am i going to be that suay?
Whatever la :|

today today is a emo emo day.
LOL~ imisshimlot

Diary,

I am not feeling well ..
Heavy head. :|

But still ok.
Went to bugis, Fu Lu Shou Complex.
With Sister
We went to see Thai Amulet.
And 拜拜四面佛.

We both 求签。

Think walk too long.
Back pain .. :\

Going home at 5.30pm.
Took Bus.

And prepare balloon for tml event. :D

No. 27

Diary,

Day 15

Welcome back superman.

This day when i really waited for so long.
but... nvm

Hope you doing well. and good luck for your up coming exam.
Remember all your meals.

Diary

Day 14

Sick day.
Sore Throat & runny nose.

After sore throat, i feel i am going to fever.
Ahhhhh! and yes, i am having fever at night! :(

Damn. Fever, Runny Nose, Headache & Sore throat. :S
Eat 2 Panadol~
And, go out to bugis find something.
hmmm the shop closed when i reach.
no fate, shall try tml :)

but i brought 1 black flat, Clutch & Pink Cardigan.


McDonald for Dinner...
LOL, who will believe, i am a sick person.
I know, i wouldnt die because of fever :P.

Tot of eating Kekomian @ 2am.
I keep sneezing ~ So shall go home rest :).

Diary

Day 13

Balloon Decoration @ Chijmes with Kae
Meet new friend :D

His name is Guang Liang.
Hahahaa, he first told me his name,
I was like, huh?

Anyway :), he is quite a humble person.

After that, we went to the Central for Marutama,
After dinner, Kae & i went to Nee Ann Poly for His CCA.
After his CCA, we went to eat ICE CREAM~
Throat not feeling very good :(

Went back to Chijmes to collect back the stand.
Tired to the max.

Diary

Day 12

Mum going out soon~.
And Sister sudden whatsapp me.
Ask whether dad is in or etc.

So i ask her, where she want bring our dog out.
She say yeah and she choose East Coast Park.
Prepared towel, wet tissue, tissue & water bottle.

Diary

Day 11

Really thanks for all the advise.

and friends that are willing to 

spend time with me.

we all have a cup
this cup means the WHOLE-ness of our self
we are as youth still finding 
our identity our place in this world
finding purpose
finding love etc
First of all, we need to fill up the cup first,
Before we can get into r/s.
And she actually open my mind.
I shall fill my cup up to full.and treat everyone as good friends. :)


and focus in my career.


Jiayou JOCELYN!

what a fake smile...

I read finish this book.

14 couples & relationship of how they met,

how they commit to each other.

Good nights superman.

Diary

Day 10,

i always bring This little one out wherever i go.

I almost lost this little one. almost...

but thanks god, i found it back.

that at least i still can have this little one by my side.

even this little one is a emo ring.

i will still keep it near me.

even i know you are not with me anymore.

but i am still sharing every single pictures and single feeling with this little one.

even there will not be a single chance of getting you back.

just to let you know, i never, had let it go.

even how hurtful is the words.

i am believing that ur love for me is true.

and my love for you too.

as i told you before,

i choose you as the right one.

no matter how emo i can be.

A place where i really wan to share with him.

Can u see Jesus?

Blessing to the couple that are getting marry on this tuesday.

i know is a bit silly,

i told gods (no matter is christian or Buddhist)

i will take care of him & his family.

i will stand up for him whenever he need me.

i will not abandon him.

god trust me, that i will protect this guy, 

this love, 

this r/s till e end where i am not in this world.

i willing to spend the rest of my life with him.

just another chance.

i will change all the impression 

that i am not a girl that is out here to hurt anyone.

although sometime i am not expressing out.

but trust me, i am just shy.

i need time for new environment & new ppl. 

i trust your words that u said to me before.

Diary

I wish i can share all the thing with him.

goodnights superman.

Diary,

Day 9,

Finally, We stop contacting each other.

I really hope, i can tell him, this good new.

And i will be working under his cousin.

We will not contact each other from now on.

i am sincerly sorry.

about what's jazz did or say to you.

or even your sister.

i know you will protect her, she is your family.

I am really really sorry for not making a clear cut.

Please entrust me the last time.

I am still care for you.

i told you before, i will wait.

even 3yrs.

don't push me away for caring you.

i don wish any pay back.

but simply just care for you.

To ZR sister:

I know you having a very bad impression on me.

i know i am drag too long.

i am sorry for not having a clear cut with jazz.

i am sorry that both, u & ur brother get harm by him

or even threaten.

I can use years to prove that i am really care and love your brother.

i never wanted to hurt him.

you might think i am not suit.

but please give me time to show you that,

i will take care him.

i will use my whole heart to love him.

give a chance to explain everything to you.

just a chance.

i hope to say this, face to face to you.

i know you are still angry with me.

just hope you can give me a chance to explain to you.

hope you read this.

Diary,

Day 8.

i am still counting down.

but i know i am not suppose to be.

Seriously, i found him damn scary.

He ruin the important thing i have.

And tend to write this.

Last event with him on Sun.

If i don't even need a magician,

i wouldnt be finding you.

I wouldnt revenge like you do,

Cause this is a childish act.

At least i am very sure i wouldnt kana any Karma.

Diary,

It's been a week.

One more week to go.

Watch Movie on my Ipad.

Play game, read a bit.

Nua at home all the way until 6pm.

And prepared for my dental appointment.

Srsly, i dont understand why you like to say all those words to me.

When you happy, you say something nice.

But when you ar angry & etc, u say so many bad and nasty things.

Please mind your words.

After cleaning up my teeth, I feel like vomit.

maybe because of the thing, she place it in my teeth.

That "thing" is to protect my teeth and gum.

after putting that "thing", i am starving!

Went to eat bak kut teh.

Aussie Movie Ticket.

Excluding the ring. lol

In Relationship is not only two of us,

But everyone around us.

feeling weird when someone post or tag him on fb,
when i am not suppose to post anything on his fb.
that feeling of envy yet a bit of jealous.
that feeling when other girl can post or tag him in his fb.
yet, i cant.

anyway, that's nth i can do. just .. aiya.. i donno....... :|

Diary,

Day 6

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FRANCIS NG! 

Short & Fat & Cute lah.. :D But he is quite dote on me too..

and of course YVONNE NG dote on me this sister too :)

*Xing fu*

Nightmare!?!?!

Dreamt of my Pullip Doll.

She move in my dream and she is like a chucky........

-_______________________-"'

anyway~

a lot of client like to call when i am sleeping.

and when i saw a unknown number.

before i pick up,

i will testing my voice.

HeelllOooooooo. LOL.

when i am that sleepy, donno how my brain can even think~

*good*

yeah.... then after chatting with them.

zZzzZz i fall asleep again~

going tampines to buy balloons~

Dinner with Mummy at Buddy Hoagies

Accompany Matthias to buy his thing 

then walk back home to find cotton.

Matthias say he want eat burgers,

Chit Chat all the way until Mcdonald.

(saw his friends halfway,)

Conversation between Him & his friends

Friend: Hey, your girlfriend?

Matt: No.

Friend: *say something else*

Friend: Your Girlfriend right?

Matt: She is not.

*Awkward me*

Bought burger & find a sit outside Mcdonald,

Someone turn and say,

Hey, You're Jocelyn?

I turn,  "Ohhh Hi!"

He say, "Omg you look so different!", How's life?

Me: Yeah I am fine.

He: Ohh Working as?

Me: Entertainment. * think * sound wrong.

Me: Balloons :D

He: Ohhh Ok, want hire me?

Me: Laughs and Ignore. :P

Meet Raphael to sign my saving insurance.

LOL~

2 Rabbit Photo from Aussie! HAHAHA

Main Point is the Rabbits~

How can i being so Artistic ? LOL

Some photo taken with Cotton 

When i am waiting for my foods.

Don't we look alike?

So adorable right? *shy*

= |

Been doing my balloon template,

after meeting all the ppl, i need to meet :D

Goodnights.

Superman nao pi qi is damn cute. LoL.

I know you always care and wanted to protect me.

Thankyou. loveyou.

Diary,

Day 5

Suppose to buy balloons & pump today.

But i am lazy.

Meet Kailun & her bf instead.

took cab to ION orchard for Lunch.

Sushi for lunch~ 

Dont you think Aussie have Japanese food!

hahaha.. :D

Superman went to beach with his sister & Sis bf.

Aussie weather look nice. I want to spend time with him too :(.

awww... at least 10 more days more~. -_-

Went Orchard Central for meeting.

After meeting went to Takashimaya to meet Kailun.

Accompany her to buy pillow and etc.

took cab back Yishun for supper.

And do some agar agar jelly....

They left around 2.15am.

Nothing interesting today

Nights superman.  ♥

Beach view from Aussie

Itacho Sushi for lunch

Chicken wings & etc for supper

(nv took the photos)

Kailun & her bf

Lastly,

of Course for the main character.

That's me!