cOme post again .. siGh this few day keep quarrel with him :(( .. but we still gOt happy on sOme place .. :D .. brought things fOr him and my Sister give him a headset .. :)lol .. i think i had a lot pic didn't pOst up ..

hehes .. :D .. i am lazy to post e piC .. hehe .. i get a soft toy from sisTer :D hehes ..

today went out with friends aGain .. to gO shOppin but didn't buy shirt .. haha .. >.< .. but instead of buyin a lot of accessories .. !!! .. then gO tO forum de toys"R"us , tot of vistin kai lUn & qian but they off today .. >.< .. reach hOme arOund 7+pm and had my lonely dinner ..

waitin for his Sms .. !

went out to teach friends balloon .. then gO out with them and gO hOme .. hmm ..

waitin for him to come back :D .. his last day at korea le .. :P .. hope to see him sOon

tOday stay at hOme until 5pm .. then went to find friends .. then go dOwntown find sister .. but ine e end, wasted a trip there cuz she nv open shOp .. sigh .. then went to eat then take bus gO home .. :D lala~ ..

his 3rd day in korea, wonder he ate his dinner already ? wonder if he havin fun there? hmm .. feel a bit bored without him but getting use to iit .. keep finding thing to do .. :D .. miss him veri veri mUch ..

learn alot of things from friends.. as he told me, stead , cannot meet everyday or else nxt time u very hard to live without him .. lala .. hmm .. nxt time i should try not to meet him everyday .. hOpe i can do it ._.

lalala .. cOme to pOst aGain .. :D .. wake up bloOdy early la .. -.-"' alsO donno why .. i ytd slept at 3++am leii .. o.o .. anyway, just wake up watch tv , eat , do ballOon for mummy's friend then use cOm .. chit chat with friends :D

tOday is e 3rd day he at korea le .. 2 mOre days .. waitin for him :D

wake up at 9am .. then went to prepare everything .. went out meet jaStina at 10.45 am .. first we went to nOrthpoint to put my cheque then went to play at timezOne and walk walk .. :D .. then we took buS 969 to tampines interchange then change bus 293 to tampines west CC .. to hab MIG & BIG meeting ..

durinG e meeting, we alsO dOing sOme balloOn and maGic .. :D .. havin fUn .. but alsO miss zhU .. ;) coPy jaS de DS game to mine DS .. then went back home .. reached hOme around 5pm .. then watch tv ..

this is e secOnd day that he is in kOrea .. hOpe he is dOing well :D .. had his dinneR already? what he is dOing? miss him :( .. hOpe to see him sOon .. :D x3 zhU

tOday i woke up at 9 am pluS .. went to meet zhU ... he gOing oversea sOon .. sO emO .. went tO eat wif zhU , wang jian & tze weii .. then went to nOrthpoint for a walk ... then went back tO zhu hOuse .. sigh .. i fell asleep .. feel sO tired ..

around 5++ went back home .. zhu accOmpany me hOme .. then see his back walkin off .. :( .. went back to my rOom .. and drop tears .. feel sO emo and lOnely .. alsO dOnnO why .. e feelin was like e day he broke off wif me .. i think i got a phobia of that ..

Sigh .. tried to be strong! .. when he is nOt around .. :( smsed him until 8+ and finally he board e plane and flew to korea le .. :(( ..

U now should be at e plane to korea at this time (11.o9pm) .. think euu are sleep , as u nv sleep for ytd night .. miiSs eUu! .. take gOod care of urself.. ;) .. i will be waiting fOr euu to cOme baCk .. hmm .. farewell my darling .. *pray fOr him that he cOme back safe ..*

woke up 10++am .. went tO brush teeth and went to bath .. waiting for my mummy cOme back with my breakfast :D after i had eaten.. i went tO find zhU .. .. he stiLL doN wan sleep .. after i reaCh his hOuse, he went tO sleep .. sO ii am bOred ..

facebook & facebook & facebook~ yawn .. ._. hahas .. went to see ppl blOg .. and play facebOok game .. think ii gOing fall a sleep le .. :P .. hmm ..

lalala .. after that .. i take a 1 hour nap :D .. then dO all my farm & zhu de .. hahas .. i think i should get going .. bye bye :)

helO! come to Post aGain? :D .. aCtually i dOnnO what tO dO alsO ..

ii dOnnO what i wan alsO .. siGh .. although we patCh back le .. sigh sigh !! hmm .. dOn think tOo much ba .. :D .. i jUst hOpe he can treat me better .. at least sOmetime fetch me to his hOuse .. :P .. bUt a bit impossible leii..

sOmetime felt that i was cOntrolling his freedOm .. sOmetime ask him to gO down play Bball , he say he scare Ps me .. bUt ii dOn mind de .. sigh .. i sO bad right?

tOday wake up at 8am. gOing busking! but in e end, we all never busk @tampines .. instead we went to see a balloOn shOw @ sembawang shOppin mall .. :) .. cannot help zhU fix his phOne .. :(( cUz nO one accompany .. :X

David send us hOme .. tried to contact zhU but can't .. :( .. sO went hOme sleep .. we meet arOund 7++pm .. LOLs .. :D ..


actually feel quite moody .. cuz i heard zhu's friends had a lOt fun downstair but yet he is with me .. :( sO sorrie .. sigh .. feel sO useless .. sigh .. :(

went Out with friends .. drove us to hilltop to relax .. sigh .. still feelin sad..

it's already one day le .. do we still patchin up? sigh .. :( .. everyOne ask me Move On .. i am trying .. i donno what he is thinkin .. he say he confuse .. i really donnO what he confuse on .. :(( .. sigh ..

miss him very much .. he will not come back le ba , cause i am not worth .. i am a bad stead :( .. sigh .. sms him, he was sO cold .. haiis .. what sO ii dO? why my relationship everytime like this? sigh ..

zhu .. i veri miss u .. :( .. miss until i didn't eat much at all .. am i in wrong?

.... is a bad day .. he smsed me cause he wan break .. i know he still lOve me but .. i feel heart pain .. after sO many mths of going with him .. that kind of sudden he not beside .. & can't hug him anymOre .. feel sO weird .. i nOe i after this relationship, i will nOt going in ..

sigh .. feel sO stress .. why my relationship sO weak ? WHY WHY? why he can put dOwn easily? why can't ii? why am i going through so much? ytd i aready know he wan break le .. sigh .. WHY? kill me please .. sigh .. why always i am e one who are so unbless ..? i gettin mOre & mOre stress ..

i need u .. i don wan just let go .. :( .. i wish u will beside me 4ever .. sigh .. :( .. if we can go bback to e past.. zhu.. :( i miss u ..i dono why are u confuse .. i just felt that u wouldn't come back to me again .. sigh .. :(